Lying in bed, the darkness of the night surrounds me. Gazing out my window on a cloudy night, my eyelids weigh heavily on my eyes. Not a star in sight. I can still see the faint glow of the moon light camouflaged behind the smokiness of the clouds. That’s my liberation. He pointed at the moon, and said “free yourself little girl…free yourself.”
“I want to go home. I don’t belong down here…I’ve always known, but I just can’t let go…I just can’t give up on him.”
“You, my child, are here for a reason. You must not let the delusions of the world drag you down with their powers of lust, hatred and greed. You are down here for him. And you are the one who has chosen to come find him again.”
“Why? When all I do is suffer…why did I choose to return for him?”
“Unfinished business.”
“I’ve always known. I left him a million times. Only to return.”
“His flesh is corrupted.”
“It is not his flesh that I desire.”
“You are wise, you have learned many lessons I see. His spirit needs you…it always has. But it is your choice and only your choice if you choose to let him go.”
“How can I let him go? Who will catch him when he falls? The powers that be consumed him, and have left him in a deep sleep, but I know, deep down, I can awaken him.”
“If you must. But let it be known, this is a difficult task at hand.”
“Do not worry for me.”
“You are simple at heart…your spirit is kind. For if this is your destiny, then fulfill it. I only have one question for you, my simple child…Would you give up heaven to be with him in hell?”
“Yes…I would…I already have. But I cannot stay here much longer, for my spirit yearns to have him by my side in peace and harmony. I will show him. I will lead him. I will guide him.”
I closed my eyes, prepared for my journey to fly around the universe in my dreams. I feel a poke at my side…
“This is truly something special my child…for you have found your soul mate in sleep…and in sleep, his spirit dreams about you.”
“And I dream of him.”
